A Blessing...

Praise to the Al-Mighty Allah SWT...it's been sumtime now since I last wrote in...not that I am a celebrity that needs 2 constantly update my progress or sumone who has nothing else to do...but once I have sumthing 2 share or express..I wud definitely open up my blog and start to pour...

Many knew I was in agony for sumtime...but to me it felt like a lifetime..the beginning of a new life at first tugged me deep into a solemn hole. The one person I shared my love and trust with suddenly went against me...and tore my whole heart out... ripping it and shredding it to pieces... Only God knew how I felt. However, many told me God works in mysterious ways. He knows each of his subjects and knows what is best. The person we end up with is the person most suited for us... Therefore, if the relationship suddenly crumbles it is a sign that the person we were with is no longer equivalent to us... so I held on to that belief...

Now.. I am happy and thankful that horrid past did happen...Y? because I guess I have changed a lot in becoming the person I always wanted 2 be. A better 'muslimah', wife, mother and daughter. I believe that God will only give us what is BEST for its subjects and we have to always be thankful and grateful for what He has given us.

I was given this blessing...a second chance in life and love..After all the torment and sorrow.. 'an angel' appeared and took me into his arms...Never in my wildest dreams would I think of having met a person who would love and care so much about me n my children...but yet here he is...A blessing...my guide..my new love and my new life...

I would never regret to the end of my past to be in my present... The past have shaped me to believe that I am worthy of a good life. During those bleak moments I learnt to always turn to the very ONE... our creator...as He is who plans and guides us... Only He can light our path...and it is He that holds the very key to our very life! Believe in Him in what happens... good or bad... cause now I believe, the rough stormy moments I had to endure was a TEST of my faith... my belief and my trust. It truly has made me become a far better person from my past... 

I pray and hope deep in my heart.. we will love each other eternally till we both meet again in heaven... look beyond our flaws and concentrate to building our future together....amin..